i am within myself empty
running low on energy
on motivation
on love
i need to know everything is going
to be alright
i am unmotivated
in a depressing sort of way
i love him so much
but i lack the decency
to show him constantly
i am not as accomplished
as i would like to be
concerned about our future
about what is meant to be
and how to get there
wondering when life
will just come together
and be easy
challenged the last few days
i realized how much i hate
seeing him in pain.
