Friday, June 20, 2008

myself

another sad day
working my 8 hours,
waiting for the time to go by
as it drags
and i along with it
am dragging
this job is wearing on me
and i am losing hope
i need to let the screams go
and try to comfort
overcome the frustration
and show compassion
but i lack

this move
is still challenging me
i am not liking myself
most of the time
waiting for everything to get fixed
for me
i need to be more proactive
and positive
i need to drag myself out of this depression
i need to just be myself
even around those i do not know
very well or at all
i just need to be
myself
and cling to things that matter.