LOST

Trying to decide

On a home

To move on in my life

To conquer my dreams

This place is lovely

To the eye

Harsh to the worker

Trying to do everything

We can do

To have dignity

To prosper

But I cannot do that

In a position I hate

No time to enjoy

The decision we made

To live in such a beautiful

And enjoyable state

I am so disappointed

And sad

We moved here

To live here

For 2 years

Then go back?

I am amazed how hard I have tried

To fight

I feel defeated

Torn

And lost

4/14/09

With Him

My heart is overwhelmed

With love

For him

As I realize

What an amazing

Person he is

My all

In love

With the sweetest

Boy alive

I could see myself

Facing any obstacle

With him

Holding my hand

Helping me through

Loving me

In the incredible

Way he does

So well

He is the love

Of my life

I will cherish him

As a gift from God

I cannot wait to live out

My future

With him

tested

a sting
of something missing
longing for a home
tired of feeling
so alone

just us-
we are tested
and alone
but we will be ok
what does not kill us
makes us stronger

sometimes i wonder
if life would be easier
if we just stayed

where we were
CONTENT
there will be always be things
to miss

whether it be
trees, bridges, the beach
OR
family, friends, childhood memories

eye sugery

a bit of a shock
to begin with
but here we are fighting the fight
to have the health needed
to go on
top priority
to take care of each other

let him recover well please
carry him though it
relieve the stress
the pressure

thank you for the bridge
the beautiful city
the headlights in the fog.